7th April 2020

07/04/2020

Grateful list:

1. Managed to go outside and do a food shop
2. Had fish and chips for dinner
3. Taking a day off work! Needing time off today for sure!

Each day I will aim to post a daily post or even just 3 things I am grateful for, just like above. This is more for my record, and for my memory whilst I have paused my daily diary entries due to nosey family and lack of secrecy and space to truly lay down my thoughts – this blog is perfect and one I am resurrecting and throwing my all at is – Lets just see where we get to, hmmm?

Today has been a good day overall, had a nice relaxing and chilled day of doing absolutely nothing.

Had a major lie in and – had good old mother moan about that, then we decided to go to Aldi and I did my weeks shop and got some basics to stock back up. I truly am gobsmacked – that I caught a good fish for once. Lucy, truly has stolen my love. She truly has made my life feel like it is worth living, for the first time in my life.

I truly see a life with Lucy – and yes that is a code name – just so she cannot find this blog, nor anyone can figure out who she is.

I truly am happy, and that emotion itself has took a lot of soul searching and research, to figure out its real meaning and purpose to me.

It has been a gruelling 10 months since we last talked, I have nearly completed my first YEAR at University – and have done amazingly in my eyes, I survived and with 3 attempts thrown in, a major couple of moments where I truly gave up – and a few relapses in things to yet discuss. University has been amazing thou for my life – with all the mental health issues I have come out the other end.

Got my referral for TS – and I am thrilled and so excited for the next chapter in this body.

I truly am living for this isolation yes I do miss being spontaneous and able to leave and go as I want – but for me the best part is I don’t have to see people. I am loving that, I am staying in touch with university friends and close people – but that is on my terms and I am so happy about this..

Truly wish we could take social distancing into every day life!

Anyways thanks for reading my rambles!

In true anon fashion,

Lets take this Covid19 and rock out this isolation.

-Confused.